Wednesday, November 2, 2011

To consider

What upsets around J fulfill on the stories I have about relationships?
- he'll leave anyway
- *I''l be alone*
- *I'll have to do it on my own*

What is my already always listening of him? (How am I killing off opportunity with him? Rushing in to fill the void... not allowing him space and time to speak. Listening to him as I think he SHOULD be. Shut up. Let him lead.)

Is it possible that he doesn't have an agenda, that he's just as scared and unsure as I am?

What attachment do I have to a relationship with him?

If he can't find it in his heart to offer the apology then I don't want anything to do with him. So far he's proving that nothing has changed as he's the one who's still holding back and not responding.

What made me upset when I imagined there being no more payments to be made and giving him a hug goodbye?

What are the consequences to others when they don't do what I think is right?
- I cut them off
- they become jerks
- they are stupid


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